Friday, April 24, 2015
My first kiss happened while I cried
Knowing no matter how hard I tried
It was just like we were part of a TV show- I hid them deep down inside
I've made my choice, there’s no turning back, as the screen turns black, you’re not getting closer
I just can’t believe it’s over
Thank you but I’ll say goodbye now - This wasn't going to work anyhow
Even if I feel my chest ache with every breath that I take
So really
Thank you but it’s time for goodbyes
I promised myself I wouldn't cry
But as the snow continued falling over me
I felt my determination leave and like you, here, it slowly disappeared
On the way to where we’re going to meet, I see a couple
Having fun and pointing up, hey look, it's finally snowing, love
Why, oh why, I sigh the thousandth time, stay here by my side
I walked ahead, your gift in hand, a home-made muffler, shining red
How could I ever hand it over?
Distracted by your smile, it hangs on my shoulders
When you fade away from my memories, I will be okay, you don’t have to worry
Oh why can’t I just admit that
Thank you but I’ll say goodbye now
I knew it’d end up like this somehow
But even if I could go back and do this all over again
I’d do it
Thank you but it’s time for goodbyes
I’m trembling now and breaking inside
The train is nearing now; soon you will go away - As the seconds slowly tick away, I can’t believe, I won’t accept it
Can you take my hand?
Look into my eyes, don’t you understand?
Come here, hold on, and you’ll know why
I, I won’t accept the truth, why I won’t say goodbye
Guess it’s time to go, looking at you, I already know
Saying how you really felt wasn't always easy for you
So would you let go of this hand that’s holding mine?
I’m really glad I met you, I’ll always love you
Thank you but don’t say goodbye now - I gotta tell you this all somehow
Gathering every single last drop of courage I have
The moment I forgot you had to go was exactly when the whistle chose to blow
The chilly winter breeze hits my face, as cold as always
Blinking twice, I stop and sigh into my hands the hundredth time
The city’s all aglow with festive lights
As if it was set up magically, the leafless trees and everything was sparkling
Why couldn't I go up and tell you everything I felt?
- You know, I
Our lips colliding, the seconds slowing, this distance shrinking down to nothing
And if I cried now, would you kiss the tears away?
Since there’s nothing really left to say
Just hold me tight and never let me go
Around this time next year I wonder where we’ll be?
Even if you don’t remember me, I hope you’ll always be smiling and happy.
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